*冷漠*
呢兩字不是我喜歡的
我亦不能做到這兩個字
不過難道我真係要學會這兩個字
才可過得比較舒服??
我唔想呀......

我知道你躲著我 沒跟我說理由
在電話那頭靜靜的沈默
我知道你不愛我 離去沒有回頭
在天黑以後 我學會冷漠

我會堅強分手 自已遠走
不用你擔心我 天黑了以後
我會選擇一個人過
我會堅強分手 自已遠走
不用你安慰我 孤單的時候
我會一個人到處去走走

心裡有把聲音叫我去四川做義工
哈哈...好似好誇張咁
不過我都覺得自己應該要去
不但為左幫人
其實仲係為左自己
我覺得我呢排真係傻得很
竟然為左感情呢d野而煩惱
其實應該擔心其他野先囉.....
之前我以為我會過唔到呢關
不過多得kristy...我宜家好似舒服左好多...hehe
好朋友既緣份真係令到我不敢相信
不過時間耐左我地兩個傻人應該會得到真正的幸福
kristy....你真係天父俾我既天使
係你面前我先可以將所有唔開心既野
喊晒出黎......>.<
love ya!!!!!!期待你返黎既日子~~~

突然覺得自己大過左好多呀
今個暑假又有好多有意義既事等住我去做
提起精神搞掂個exam先!!!

放ester break啦
好快呢個sem就會完....
不過今個sem仲開心過上個
hehe...入左city真係天父俾我既一份大禮物
特別識左兩個傻人
搞到我日日都笑到傻...哈哈

呢個假我要預備清緊d功課& term paper先
再黎考好個exam....再去旅行呀!!!!!!
急不及待!!!

今個星期三完成左件大事
choir ap終於順利舉行俾我想像中的還要好
第一次唱 solo group 要唱到high G...
哈哈...最初冇野...唱到之後嚇到手震
mass choir members亦都比平時更用心唱
一齊唱歌真係好開心
音樂真係可以拉近人與人之間既關係
唔知你地感唔感受到....哈哈
好似付出左好多時間係音樂到
但係只要自己認為開心有意義既
我就會繼續去做!!!!

個晚去左食韓燒慶祝
玩到差唔多3點先返到屋企
好彩dad and mum唔係度...我先可以玩得咁盡興
哈哈....ming成日話我好自制....其實係假像啦
如果dad and mum唔嚴既話....我應該學壞左好耐
因為我真係好鍾意玩架....
宜家諗返都覺得好開心好開心.....^^

過左最忙既一個星期~~~~
好想大叫!!!!!!
計埋今日整個星期total完成左一個performance,
兩個presentation, 無數個practice...^^
不過琴日我真係好開心....雖然玩到差唔多做唔完個presentation
多得ming & raymond我呢排真係好夜先返到屋企
哈哈....同你地一齊真係笑不停....點解可以咁friend!!!!
死啦....我地第二時唔可以成日見我會唔會死架...>.<

ps....睇黎係時候認清所有野....
好想剪左把頭髮or電曲
唔想再因為佢而留把直髮
但係我自己都唔知究竟係我唔捨得留得咁辛苦既頭髮
定係唔捨得放低我同佢之間既可能
雖然做frd...我地都好close....不過我....
唉....好煩....唔想再諗...
至幣我冇時間去jerry度...
可能都要等我考完試去完韓國先得

daddy mummy走左....我真係好自由...哈哈....love this moment!!

wanna share a song here....it's so touched!!
A song from Chess musical
I know him so well (Elaine Paige + Barbara Dickson)
Elaine Paige also is the famous singer in Cat!!!

[FLORENCE]
Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long.
Looking back I could have played it differently
Won a few more moments who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well

[FLORENCE]
Wasn't it good?
Wasn't he fine?
Isn't it madness
He can't be mine?

[SVETLANA]
Oh so good
Oh so fine

He can't be mine?

[FLORENCE]
But in the end he needs
A little bit more than me --
More security

[SVETLANA]
He needs his fantasy
And freedom

[FLORENCE]
I know him so well.

[SVETLANA]
No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide.

[FLORENCE]

Looking back I could
Have played things
Some other way

[SVETLANA]

Looking back I could
Have played it
Differently

Learned about the man
Before I fell

[FLORENCE]
I was just a little
Careless maybe

[SVETLANA]
But I was
Ever so much
Younger then
Now at least

[FLORENCE]
Now at least
I know him well

[BOTH]
I know I know him well

[SVETLANA]

Wasn't it good?
Wasn't he fine?
Isn't it madness

[FLORENCE]

Oh so good
Oh so fine

[BOTH]
He won't be mine?
Didn't I know
How it would go?
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart?

[SVETLANA]

Wasn't it good?
Wasn't he fine?

[FLORENCE]

Isn't it madness
He won't be mine?

[SVETLANA]
He won't be mine?

[FLORENCE]
But in the end he needs a
Little bit more than me --
More security

[SVETLANA]
He needs his
Fantasy and freedom

[FLORENCE]
I know him so well

[SVETLANA]
It took time to understand him

[BOTH]
I know him so well

教會廿周年堂慶終於完滿結束~~~
雖然我地獻詩部份指到我個心都跳出黎
不過幸好已經指完~~
夜晚去左聚餐
同慈姑可以傾下計....好舒服
以前成日都可以傾....不過宜家每個星期先傾得一次
好似唔夠時間講...哈哈

黎緊呢個星期真係會忙死
又要present又要practice
30/3 projects discussion x 2
        驗眼
31/3 choir practice
1/4 GE presentation
      CS report
2/4 mini performance
3/4 part time
4/4 拜山
5/4 korea trip planning!!
多野做到我自己都好驚!!
仲有8/4 既 choir annual performance
竟然俾指揮捉左出黎要唱 group solo....
有幾句仲要好高音....雖然我地四個bcfc既 alto group d 聲好和
但係都會即刻大壓力左.....唔敢唔練啦

GOOD NEWS:::::::
mum and dad will go to England from 3/4 to 16/4~~
that's mean joshua and I will have our freedom back!!!!!!
haha.....just can't wait for that moment!!!